I fall short of my own expectations daily
They say that to whom much is given, much is expected.
I have certainly been given much. Straight from the creator of MUCH.
But, what others expect from me is nothing compared to what I expect from myself.
And naturally, I fall short of my own expectations daily!
Now, I know that people will tell you that you need to “give yourself a break” and that you need to “be kind to yourself”. I get that. I practice that.
My problem is slightly more complicated than that.
I am receiving blessings every hour of every day. Doors open hourly. Hearts come to my heart as and when I need them. Just like that! I am one of THOSE people. Magic happens in my space. Every single day.
So, I sit with this pot full of good. And, it overflows.
And, I want to share it. Share myself. Not in a My 12 Steps to Happiness way. God no! Imagine THAT disaster.
In sharing myself, I always wonder if I am doing authentically. I always ask myself if my :
Are speaking the same language. All at once. All in sync.
Because, until they ALL do. I fail myself.
And that, I do daily.
So, on YOUR journey, I wish you a head that likes you, a heart that melts when it feels another heart’s cry, a soul that will remember you from wayyyyy before (and like you) and a body that is a reflection of the perfect alignment.
Aluta Continua Friends! The road is long (for me).